Friday, February 28, 2003
Went to the talk yesterday and it was so awkward sitting next to Shay.
I also ate the absolutely wrong food when trying to stay quiet in a talk... carrots.
Crunch!
We had dinner later that night so that awkwardness seemed to disappear. But eesh. I don't want to sit next to him if it's going to be like that anymore!
Madaroni 6:52 PM
Monday, February 24, 2003
And now for some comp. lab banality:
I was writing an e-mail inviting some geopeeps to dinner this week when Shay opened the door saying something to Alex that sounded like "Nah, that's okay...Madeline is in here." Then he closed the door back! What?!
He opened it again and came inside. Oh, it was only a joke. I asked as to what he was talking about, but he wouldn't tell me. So I moved his name from the to: field of the e-mail and put it on the cc: line instead. I sent it off. Then Bryan walked in and I told them both to check their e-mails. Bryan was on CSO duty and had stopped in briefly to print something out, but he obliged and checked his e-mail, whereas Shay started to whine about why I wouldn't just tell him what I sent even though he was sitting in a chair ONE foot away from a computer. Bryan pointed out that it had started to rain. I didn't have an umbrella or anything (was it supposed to rain today?) and he offered me a ride home in the evening van.
Madaroni 11:09 PM
Thursday, February 20, 2003
That song Star Money by T and S is going through my head and I don't know if that is a good thing or not. I'm tired though.
Madaroni 11:29 PM
I am 10 feet away and I really want to be 2 feet away but I don't want to scare the man.
How sucky is my life right now?
Madaroni 9:05 PM
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
I rode/walked home with Shay tonight. That was cool. I hope he's around this weekend. He's growing on me again. grr... I don't know, I don't want to... be disappointed again... wrongly thinking that he feels the same way about me as I do him.
Madaroni 8:49 PM
Friday, February 14, 2003
And that was the last I saw of him...bleh.
Madaroni 4:18 PM
Thursday, February 13, 2003
One day before V day and we actually had a decent conversation. about wet socks, dry feet... future careers. Then we scared each other in the computer lab each being on the other side of the door.
Madaroni 5:12 AM
Monday, February 10, 2003
I found out today that Shay doesn't have a social life.
I am jazzed, because I don't really have one either. And I want one. And I think he wants one. But he's doing that whole no social life thing to himself. I don't know why but I am happy for him. No. REALLY... heh heh heh. This is too easy. The other shoe has to drop. But until it does... here I go, enjoying my life as best I can.
Madaroni 10:39 PM
http://www.bo-films.net/webzine/article.php3?id_article=98
Madaroni 1:52 PM
Friday, February 07, 2003
Last night was horrible. I honestly felt like crying. I sat here for hours and he ignored me. Or decided that looking at tools online was way more interesting than having a conversation with me. Ugh.
Madaroni 2:39 PM
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Ahh coolio.
uhh, gotta write more later as Shay is quite near now...
Valentine's Day is coming up.
Bite me.
Madaroni 5:44 PM
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