Wednesday, October 30, 2002
I can't figure it out. Does he or doesn't he like me?
Grr...
Madaroni 10:46 AM
I walked to school with him today and he ditched me. I didn't follow. I get it. But at least he could have said good bye.
Madaroni 10:41 AM
went over last night.
It was quiet when I left.
Madaroni 8:44 AM
Saturday, October 26, 2002
Party tonight. I don't really want to go.
I just want to play my guitar.
Madaroni 3:45 PM
Friday, October 25, 2002
We were supposed to meet up to walk home together but didn't quite make it. I feel like he doesn't have time for me. We see each other in the hallway but we don't stop. I don't like it like this. What's happening and why is it happening to us?
Madaroni 12:25 AM
Saturday, October 19, 2002
Today, one year ago, we had our first email exchange, though I doubt he remembers.
I'm the girl. I'm supposed to remember stuff like that. I did see him before he left for SD and it felt like everything was going to be ok.
Madaroni 8:50 PM
Thursday, October 17, 2002
How sad am I? I bumped into him literally while at work, walked to his place, knocked on his door ,went home, called him, walked back to his place and stared at his apartment from across the street all in one night.
I'm so pathetic. Pathetically love-struck.
Madaroni 1:05 AM
Saturday, October 12, 2002
So I'm not going to call him today.
Madaroni 5:21 PM
I want to call, but I can't for some reason... after the way he blew me off, nicely, I might add. I don't want to disturb him if he's studying because I always seem to interrupt when he has work to do. If not he already has plans.
*sigh*
Madaroni 5:20 PM
Friday, October 11, 2002
I just got out of a tv meeting where "he" was back again. He= The director of a well known news show who acts like he has a crush on me even though I know he has an 11yo kid and is like twice my age. Maybe he is just really friendly, but I got ew-gross vibes from him. He didn't remember my name though..
But he remembered my face.
Madaroni 5:30 PM
Thursday, October 10, 2002
I just had a thought,
that we're not in the same place
I didn't see before
that I couldn't take your
rapt attention away from this
silly thing called reality
Is it just me?
or maybe I'm growing older
maybe you're growing colder.
I thought you were rude today
when I asked if you were okay
you told me that I was obsessed
with you and if you only knew how
right you were...
Madaroni 4:35 PM
Thursday, October 03, 2002
hah! I got Shay to join a bulletin board with me.
Finally outta the dark ages, he is now online!
Madaroni 8:42 PM
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